revelations . . .

if there was one thing i realized last night, it was to speak up and tell your thoughts . . . that sometimes you need not worry or think of the negative feeling you have - if people would think of you negatively for thinking that way but, to at least give yourself the opportunity to share your own opinion, may it be good . . . or bad . . .

for the longest time, the negative vibes i’ve been getting (you know, impressions on people) . . . i did my best to hide them.  i chose not to share those kinds of thoughts to other because i felt naninira or namimintas lang ako . . . i tried satisfying myself “baka insecured lang ako . . .”.  hahaha. 

on one hand, it can be good . . . kasi ‘yun na nga, you feel na ‘di ka naninira.  but then, the feeling can also kill you.  minsan ‘di mo ma-supress ‘yung inis mo and you become irritable and the next thing you know, you’re a still a bad girl . . . hahaha

so going back, last night sort of became a night of revelations for me.  well, at least i had my own share of things to reveal but the thing was, there were things i realized na naramdaman din pala nung iba . . . you know, some negative vibes you tried keeping for the longest time . . . it felt great when you realize that you are not alone in having that kind of negative vibe . . . normal na tao ako! wee!

at that moment last night, i wished ‘di ko pinatagal or i didn’t keep to myself those nega vibes . . . maiintindihan naman pala ako ng mga kasama ko, because they felt the same way.  i thought, had i shared it easily, at least nawala na agad ‘yung mabigat na feeling na ‘yun . . . sayang . . . but then again, at least ‘di ako nagmukhang evil, hahahaha

looking forward to the next reunion . . . sarap ng kwentuhan and of course, the things you again can discover . . .
i’m just glad and happy with the bond we have in our barkada last night
–GI 30682

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