revelations . . .

July 25th, 2009

if there was one thing i realized last night, it was to speak up and tell your thoughts . . . that sometimes you need not worry or think of the negative feeling you have - if people would think of you negatively for thinking that way but, to at least give yourself the opportunity to share your own opinion, may it be good . . . or bad . . .

for the longest time, the negative vibes i’ve been getting (you know, impressions on people) . . . i did my best to hide them.  i chose not to share those kinds of thoughts to other because i felt naninira or namimintas lang ako . . . i tried satisfying myself “baka insecured lang ako . . .”.  hahaha. 

on one hand, it can be good . . . kasi ‘yun na nga, you feel na ‘di ka naninira.  but then, the feeling can also kill you.  minsan ‘di mo ma-supress ‘yung inis mo and you become irritable and the next thing you know, you’re a still a bad girl . . . hahaha

so going back, last night sort of became a night of revelations for me.  well, at least i had my own share of things to reveal but the thing was, there were things i realized na naramdaman din pala nung iba . . . you know, some negative vibes you tried keeping for the longest time . . . it felt great when you realize that you are not alone in having that kind of negative vibe . . . normal na tao ako! wee!

at that moment last night, i wished ‘di ko pinatagal or i didn’t keep to myself those nega vibes . . . maiintindihan naman pala ako ng mga kasama ko, because they felt the same way.  i thought, had i shared it easily, at least nawala na agad ‘yung mabigat na feeling na ‘yun . . . sayang . . . but then again, at least ‘di ako nagmukhang evil, hahahaha

looking forward to the next reunion . . . sarap ng kwentuhan and of course, the things you again can discover . . . :-)
i’m just glad and happy with the bond we have in our barkada last night :-)
–GI 30682

ang bagong in-demand na career

July 7th, 2009

remember when we were still studying and we all had dreams of eventually working at a major company inside the business districts of metro manila or abroad?

well, i myself used to dream of that and i still continue to dream of working for other good companies . . . syempre ‘di ba?  good company equals good pay and stable job . . .

i know most of us are living our dreams and are already working for great companies however, i’ve been noticing something lately . . . we all seem addicted to a new kind of profession . . .

lahat tayo gusto maging farmer! hahahaha . . . just check facebook out . . . and you see tons of farm games like farmtown, farmville, barn buddy, sunshine ranch . . . hmmmm, pagod na ba tayo sa mabilis na buhay ng corporate world at ito na ang form of relaxation natin?  hehehehe . . .

oh well, that’s all for now . . . i’m going back to my farms at facebook . . .

–GI 30682

maybe god still has a plan

July 4th, 2009

after what i have gone through in my previous job, i believe everyone’s now aware how i swore to start focusing on being my own boss . . . hence, i’m slowly starting to put up my own business . . . and soon, other potential business opportunities.

however, for the past few days, i have tons of friends trying to convince me that it’s still to early to shut my door when it comes to the corporate world - especially this time, when i’m still very much marketable . . .

it did take a long time for me to finally concede to what they’re saying . . . and though i’m still not quite sure if i’m really interested to go back to the corporate world, i just prayed for a sign . . .

i prayed to god that i’ll just make my resume available for viewing, make myself available and if i get calls for interviews, then i’d go . . . wala namang mawawala e . . . and if i get hired, it’s the sign - god still wants me to offer my services to the corporate world . . .

lo and behold, just a day after i made my resume available for viewing, i already received invites for interview . . . so, ayun na nga siguro talaga . . . may plano pa ang diyos sa akin sa corporate world . . .

well, let’s see what will happen in the days to come . . . marami pa namang pwedeng mangyari e . . . i’m still in the process of attending interviews . . .

if ever, hope to get the best deal . . . wee!

–GI 30682